I suppose its a result of several things............ sat listening to all my friends problems all day ( for some reason they think I have all the answers!!!) I dont of course like anyone i have my idea of how my own life should be but there the problem lies.

I stopped thinking about me and spent so much time on my friends that I now feel drained emotionaly and mentally, I look tired and feel it to and well as with most women i'm extremely unhappy about my weight. SO, I have decided to hide away from everyone and sort myself out, I suppose in a way i'm going in to the cacoon but the question is will I emerge as the butterfly? Hopefully not a moth !!!!!!

This morning I started the process and cant wait to feel like my old self again ...... the girl who wants to live life to the max all the time.