Bubblydelight

Well thats another bad weekend over and done with although Friday night was fantastic, great company, fab food and just a good night then everything went downhill from then on!!

Well I have so much work to do at the moment I just dont know where to start! My head is spinning with all the things I have to remember to do so I just thought I would take a few moments out to clear my head.

I so far have spent the morning being invaded by friends, I love my friends but sometimes they seem to swamp me. Like everyone they have there own problems in life and I seem to be the person they feel the need to confide in. For me this morning was not the right morning, I have my own things going on and not really sure how much of there problems I can take. As I sit here and type this I can already feel myself getting emotional over nothing, everything is just getting a bit to much for me, not enough me time I think, but with the weather getting so much better every day I will be able to get out walking and find that space again.

I was chatting to a very good friend the other day about regret's in life and yes I have a few but at the time couldn't say what they were so I wrote some of them down in a text but never sent it, I did save and perhaps one day I might just send it but at the moment I think I am secretly having far to many wobbles of my own!!!!

Mmmm not really sure what sort of mood i am in tonight, almost had a great day after having friends round for the afternoon for a social saturday ! but without all my friends there it wasn't quite the same, didn't laugh as much as i sometimes do, gosh this really is the rambling of a strange woman lol.    

 I am so different to my H, I love to socialise with friends and family, the children are all at an age where they go off and play very happily leaving the grown ups time to chill and catch up.  I'm sure that we all need more time to chill out, we seem to rush around trying to fit in far to many things in our lives and forget about the little important moments that create the ever lasting memories.